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發信人: stayer (不願孤獨 ...)    看板: love
日期: Mon Jul 27 18:45:43 1998
標題: Love , Not to love ???

  JUST BECAUSE I LOVE U .......
  只因愛上妳 .......

  How were U these days ??
  這些日子妳好嗎 ??
  I miss U so ...   Do U know that ??
  我是如此地想念妳 ... 妳知道嗎 ??
  It's still another lonely night ...
       , I recalled many things which have happened in the past ...
                              , one by one ....
  這仍是另一個孤單的夜晚 , 我逐一地回想過去所發生的許多事情 ,
     Among those unforgetable momories ...
             ,  some tastes sorrowful , some tastes sweet ...
     在這些無法忘懷的回憶之中 , 有些是悲傷的 , 有些是甜蜜的 ...
  I think ...  I must have been falling in love with U ...
  我想 ... 我必定是愛上了妳 ...
  Yes , I did  ...   I must be trapped in love ....
  是的 , 我確實是愛上了妳 ...   我必定是陷入了愛情之中 ....

  Since I met U , I'm just eager to unstand U more ...
                                     , and know U deeper ...
  自從我遇見妳之後 , 我渴望能夠更加地了解妳 , 更深地了解妳 ...
  I'd just like to get closer with U , to hold U tighter ..
  我只想能夠更加地親近妳 , 更緊密地擁抱著妳 ..
   While at the same moment , I was afraid oneday I might lose U ...
   然而在那同時 , 我卻害怕有天我可能會失去妳 ...
  I hoped I can maintain the love toward the future ...
  我希望能將這份情感維繫到未來 ...
  And I hoped to build a castle only belong to us ...
                     , ...  to protect and grow the love ....
  而我也希望能建立一座只屬於妳我的城堡 , 來保護並發展這段感情 ....

  However , there were so many obstructors existing between us ...
  然而 , 在我們之間總存在著許多的阻礙 ...
    Some misunderstandings happened unexpetedly ...
    事前未被預料地 , 我們之間產生了一些誤會 ...
  And I recognized that I've made some stupid faults  ...
  而我承認我曾犯了一些愚笨的錯誤 ...
  If I did hurt U , I'm very sorry about this ..
  如果我確實傷害了妳 , 對此我很抱歉 ..
  And I sincerely apologize for it ...
  我很誠心地向妳道歉 ...
  But I really love U so much ...  U know that ???
  但我確實是如此地愛妳 ... 妳知道嗎 ???

  When U expressed we should separate .. .
     , I was afraid if the feelings just went to the end ...
                        ... and my heart began bleeding  then ..
  當妳表示我們應該分手 , 我很害怕是否這段感情就如此走到盡頭 ..
      , 而那時我的心開始滴血 ..
  There are so many words I'd like to say to keep U stay ...
                           ... to keep U from leaving ...
  我有許多話想對妳說 , 想要留下妳 , 讓妳不要離開 ...
  But unavoidably , it seems that the feelings have changed ...
  但無法避免地 , 這段感情看起來已經改變了...

  Since U left me in silence, everything was wrong ...
  自從妳默默地離開 , 每件事都不對勁了 ...
    Nothing still made any sense to me  ....
    再也沒有事情對我還有任何的意義存在 ....
  Just before U disappeared into clouds of people ...
                       , I started to miss U ...
  就在妳消失在人群中之前 , 我就已經開始想念妳 ...
  Every lonely night I missed U , I missed those gladful days ....
  每個孤單的夜裡 , 我想念妳 , 我懷念那些快樂的日子 ....
    I felt painful in my heart ...   Yes , I felt very sorrowful ...
    我感到心好痛 ... 是的 , 我感到非常悲傷 ...
  Day after day , I just kept on fooling around all day long ...
          , but just searching for those past memories ...
  一天又一天 , 我只是持續著整天虛渡著時間 ...
          , 只是持續的尋找著過去的回憶 ..

  Once some friends told me , persuaded me to forsake  ,,,
  一度有些朋友告訴我,勸我放手,,,
      they said we should separate earlier ...
      他們說我們應該早點分手 ...
  Forsake ???  Or not to Forsake ???
  放棄 ??? 或是不該放棄 ???
  Should I insist on the vow I made , the promise I kept .... ????
  我該堅持我所立下的誓言 , 及我所遵守的承諾 .... ????
     Or should I forsake this love ??  No , I can't ...
     又或者我該放棄這段感情 ?? 不 , 我做不到 ...

  I can't deny once in a while I felt so tired ...
        .. tired to face the music ...  Maybe I was fear  ...
  我無法否認一度我曾感覺到非常疲憊...
       厭倦了去面對事實 ...  或許我是害怕吧 ..
  So I chose to escape ...
           ..  escaped from facing U ,  facing myself  ...
  因此我選擇了逃避 ... 不去面對妳 , 不去面對我自己 ...
  But I never forgot I promised U that I'll stay with U ...
                    .. and protect the love till the end of time ...
  但我從未忘記我曾答應過妳我將陪在妳身旁 , 保護這段感情直到最後 ...
  I'm sorry that my belief for the love was shaken then ....
  我很難過那時候我對這段感情的信念動搖了 ....
  I was not certain that how long I can hold the feelings ...
  那時我無法確定我還能維持這段感情多久 ...
  I'm sorry ... But I do love U , still .....
  我很抱歉 ... 但我確實是愛著妳 , 依然是愛著妳 .....

  U know that ?? ....
  妳知道嗎 ?? ....
  Everytime I pacticed how to tell U how much I love U ...
  每次我練習如何告訴妳我有多麼地喜歡妳 ...
  But when I face U , I'm always bushed unreaonably ....
  但每當我面對著妳 , 我總是不知為何地感到不知所措 ....
  That's why I always make some silence on the phone ...
  這就是為何我總是在電話中會產生一些沉默 ...
  I hate myself for not being brave enough  ...
               ... to tell U how much I love U , how much I need U ..
  我恨我自己不夠勇敢去告訴妳我是多麼地愛妳 , 多麼地需要妳 ..
  I hate that I was unable to keep U stay ...
  我恨我當時無法留下妳 ...
  Perhaps I'm just not so romantic and good as U expected ....
  或許我並沒有妳所預想的那麼浪漫 , 那麼好 ....
  But at least I really cherish the love ... .
  但至少我確實是非常珍惜這段感情 ... .

  U just don't know how much I love U , do U ???
  妳並不知道我是多麼地愛妳 , 不是嗎 ??
  Can U trust me ???
  妳能相信我嗎 ???
  From now on , I will no longer hide my feelings ...
     ... which have been hidden deeply in my mind .. ...
  從現在起 , 我將不再隱藏我的感情 ...
                而這段感情之前是被我深深埋藏在心裡的 .. ...
  I have to speak out my feeling honestly to U  .....
  我必須誠實地告訴妳我的感覺 .....
  I do love U , still ...   I do miss U , still ...
  我仍是愛著妳 ....  我仍是想著妳 ...
  And U ???
  而妳呢 ???
  Are U willing to restart the love with me ???
  妳願意陪我重新開始這段感情嗎 ???

  I appreciate those gladful days we have and memories we share ....
  我感謝那些我們曾有過的快樂日子 , 及那些我們所共同分享的美好回憶 ....
  And I'm willng to love and protect U for all time ....
  而我願意永遠地愛妳 , 保護妳 ....
          , to compensate the inward distance between our soul ...
          , 以彌補彼此心中距離 ...
  I sincerely hope U can give me the chance to ease the pain I made ..
  我真心希望妳能夠給我機會 , 來將我過去所造成的傷痛撫平 ..
  But just let me start by saying ...
  但此刻就讓我開始 , 讓我告訴妳 ...

                      I LOVE U  .....
                      我  愛  妳   .....


                                       Written at 7/17  midnight
                              By stayer , thinking of U .. , still ..
                                          記 於  7/17  午 夜
                              依 然 在 想 念 著 妳 的 stayer  ...


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* Origin: 國立中山大學 Formosa BBS * From: 140.117.201.57 [已通過認證]


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